6/20/99
"I made a dermatologist appointment and the doctor was impatient and craggy, and he smelled like cigarettes. Mom wanted to come with me to make sure I didn't say anything that would make her look bad. It's her fault that my complexion is as bad as it it.
I finally convinced her to let me go to the dermatologist by saying that my braces would be coming off soon and I would wanted to have professional pictures done [Glamor Shots]. She gave me bullshit but I stuck to what I really wanted. The crotchedy doctor gave me a perscription which seems to have only made things worse. Now I feel like I can't look people in the face anymore because I think they're only comtemplating how ugly I am. I even made arrangements to not get together with my friends because I don't want them to see me so ugly."
...work life...
7 years ago
a - I don't remember this stage of you at all...seriously, all I remember is always thinking you were so pretty. I was uber jealous
ReplyDeleteb - I love the fact that you said "craggy"
c - professional pictures = glamour shots makes me giggle :D
I know. I really wanted them. But we were too poor or something. Lame.
ReplyDeleteAnd you probably blocked it out! ;)
Um. You have never been ugly. Ever. I have never been anything but insanely jealous of your gorgeousness. I mean, you were prettier than me on my wedding day.
ReplyDeleteOh, shut it!
ReplyDeleteAnd don't make me pull out the pictures for this one, people! I was trying to avoid it....
I have to agree! You've always been beautiful!
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