Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Uglier and uglier...

6/20/99
"I made a dermatologist appointment and the doctor was impatient and craggy, and he smelled like cigarettes.  Mom wanted to come with me to make sure I didn't say anything that would make her look bad.  It's her fault that my complexion is as bad as it it. 
I finally convinced her to let me go to the dermatologist by saying that my braces would be coming off soon and I would wanted to have professional pictures done [Glamor Shots].  She gave me bullshit but I stuck to what I really wanted.  The crotchedy doctor gave me a perscription which seems to have only made things worse.  Now I feel like I can't look people in the face anymore because I think they're only comtemplating how ugly I am.  I even made arrangements to not get together with my friends because I don't want them to see me so ugly."

5 comments:

  1. a - I don't remember this stage of you at all...seriously, all I remember is always thinking you were so pretty. I was uber jealous

    b - I love the fact that you said "craggy"

    c - professional pictures = glamour shots makes me giggle :D

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  2. I know. I really wanted them. But we were too poor or something. Lame.

    And you probably blocked it out! ;)

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  3. Um. You have never been ugly. Ever. I have never been anything but insanely jealous of your gorgeousness. I mean, you were prettier than me on my wedding day.

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  4. Oh, shut it!

    And don't make me pull out the pictures for this one, people! I was trying to avoid it....

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  5. I have to agree! You've always been beautiful!

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