I wrote a lot of notes and letters to people.

But I have so many of my own letters and notes that I'm wondering if I ever gave anything to anyone.

I have no idea to whom this letter is addressed...maybe Gary?

Undated
"Hello...
I just got back...We went to Gran's and they were watching racing (surprise surprise) so I read.  After that Mom and I went to B&N and I read from the Philosophy book that I was looking at last night.  I had a nice cup of tea and contemplated my life, the pros and cons, and what the greater meaning really is.  I wonder if I have a meaning and if I do how do I go about succeeding?  What if success is like a path that forks in the road and I have to choose?  One path leads to the answer, the meaning of why I am here; the other is just a life, not necessarily trite but yet not fulfilled.  Hmm.  I just want to be awake.  With open eyes I want to see the world in its truest form..."