"We used to be so close, me and that girl sitting across from me. Now it seems I hardly know her, it seems either of us hardly care. Even though it hasn't been that long since we were real tight, she looks so different. Her face seems rounder, her eyes seems to have faded, not being as blue as there once were. She has a look of thinking too many thoughts all at once. Either that or she's just always really tired. She doesn't like me as much as she use to....I heard that she thinks that she's not "free" enough (spiritually) for me anymore. I guess that's okay; it's the truth. She never seems to have an opinion of her own, and she appreciates being stereotyped. Also, she has a 'boyfriend' now, so her and I aren't on the same level anymore. I don't care. It's not like we were on the same 'level' anyway."
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boy is my head searching...I find myself wondering who this is.
ReplyDeleteRachel....I can't remember her last name.
ReplyDeleteI don't remember a Rachel either... For a moment I thought u were taking about me, and I was thinking, "this isn't like me AT ALL!" Well, good, my gut was right. I miss you and our friendship SOOOOO MUCH, AMBER!!!
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